I have no idea how i became so lost in space.. I am rereading my blog for 2011 when i did so well. I am hoping that motivation will find me again and inspire me. I dont know what derailed me and why i continue to be derailed.
in 2011 when i lost 10 pounds and 7 inches in a month i was walking on my breaks and lunch for a total of 4 miles, plus taking bootcamp 4 days a week and running 3-5miles 3 days a week. Now i am walking for 30 minutes at lunch, taking bootcamp 4 times a week.
Its my eatting. I need to just go to bed at like 9am. I am binging after 9.
I need to get this undercontrol and i need to get down the 30 pounds i lost. I gave away all my clothes at this size for summer. So short of buying new clothes i am screwed when it warms up.
Damn cookies and chocolate..why do they have so much power over me